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Why wait?

September 24, 2013

     During my freshman year of college I was excited to get married and eager to have kids.  But I wanted to go on a mission and graduate from college first.  The only question for me was, “When?” Do I graduate college and THEN go on a mission?  Or do I go on a mission the minute I turn 21 (way back in the 20th century women couldn’t go on a mission until then) and finish college after that? Marriage would come later, I thought.  And I was confident that the right guy would come along, we would get married and have lots of kids.  But only after these other things were out of the way.
     But, as often happens, God has different plans.  I met the “right” guy when I was a 17-year-old senior in high school, 2 weeks before my Senior Prom, the day after I was (lovingly) coerced into asking him to be my date.  Mind you, he was 21, we had never met, and he was 4 days home from serving a no-dating, no-popular music, no-movies, no-swimming mission for 2 years.  He was little weird, I was a little young, it wasn’t love at FIRST sight, (maybe second or third) but we couldn’t stay away from each other.    By the way, I hated (still do) this dress.  It was borrowed from someone in the 80′s?  Early 90′s?  I’m sure it was lovely in it’s time.crystalprom 001
     Life was not all sunshine and lollipops.  We broke up and got back together, we dated other people, we argued, but we also went to dances, fixed a car in the rain together, held hands, made out under a gazebo in the rain (sounds like it rained a lot.  It didn’t.), watched movies, talked about marriage and children, and almost a year after we met we decided we couldn’t live without each other.  I was 18 and he was still 21.  We were young, we were poor, and we were in love.  In addition to that, we had shared values and religion, similar life goals, and our parents’ blessings.  Oh yeah, and we prayed.  Hard.  I wanted to know if The Lord thought we were a good match, and after fasting and prayer and doubts and inner debates, I knew.  So on May 7, 1999 we took the logical next step, we got married.  I mean, when you find Mr. “Right”, why wait?
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     When that right one comes along, you don’t want to miss it, and thank goodness I didn’t.  We did not wait to get married and we did not wait to have children.  We wanted kids so badly that 2 months into our marriage, when we still weren’t pregnant, we thought we were infertile.  Yeah.  Naive much?
     But Even at BYU, that Mormonest of all Mormon places, people were skeptical of our choice to get married young and have children right away. “You’re too young,” they said.  “Finish school first,” they said.  But what kept us going was what the late prophet, President Spencer W. Kimball once said, “After marriage young wives should be occupied in bearing and rearing children. I know of no scriptures or authorities which authorize young wives to delay their families or to go to work to put their husbands through college. Young married couples can make their way and reach their educational heights, if they are determined.” Also, “Supreme happiness in marriage is governed considerably by a primary factor — that of the bearing and rearing of children. Too many young people set their minds, determining they will not marry or have children until they are more secure, until the military service period is over; until the college degree is secured; until the occupation is more well-defined; until the debts are paid; or until it is more convenient. They have forgotten that the first commandment is to ‘be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it.’”  Beautiful and comforting words for a young start-up family trying to make it in a world of “wait”.
     This isn’t to say that my life choices are ideal for everyone.  I know people who have wanted to get married and have kids right away, and for whom it hasn’t been a possibility.  I know people who don’t WANT to get married and have kids right away, and that’s their right and their priveledge.  It is for them to decide what God (if they believe in one…or 100) and they themselves want for their lives.  I don’t claim to know what’s right for everybody.  Most of the time I don’t even know what’s right for ME.  But I do know that many of my life choices (by no means all) have led me to a happy place in my life.  And when it comes to marriage and children, I would not change ONE THING.  This is also not to toot my own horn and say I’ve done everything right in my life.  HA! The thought is absurd!  What I am doing is sharing how grateful I am for these certain decisions I think I did do right for myself.
     When I was pregnant with my second child and attending a Cognitive Development class for my Bachelor’s, I was once asked sarcastically if I was glad that I got married at 18.  I told them that while I don’t go around preaching the advantages of early marriage (it certainly is not right for everybody), I didn’t regret my decision and wouldn’t do it differently.
     We’ve definitely made financial and social sacrifices.  My 20′s were spent diapering and feeding and carpooling and chauffeuring etc.  I never went clubbing, or to very many parties.  I didn’t even get to date very much.  On occasion I wondered if I may have missed out.  But then I remember being single and the longing I felt for a family of my own.  And I have it!
     I don’t have very many worldly accomplishments, and to be honest I was never hugely ambitious.  But there were a few things I did want, and aside from a mission (hey, we can go when we’re old!), I have done the things that I wanted the most.  When we graduated from BYU together in 2003 he was 26, I was 23, and we had 2 kids and we later had 2 more.  and I couldn’t be prouder of these “accomplishments”.
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     Now we are 35 and 33 and have been married for 14 years.  We have 4 kids and want 2 more (well see if God has other plans…)  It has been a struggle to support a family of 6 (and growing?) on one income in California.  We pay our 10% tithing every month, My husband works hard as a high school principal, and I don’t even have marketable work-from-home talents.  But we make it and are a very, very happy family!  We have our struggles (debt, depression, and a number of other things) but so does everyone else, single or married, kids or no, but we have been blessed to always have enough time and money.  God truly has taken care of us every step of the way.  He showed us what was right for us we did it, and we are blessed for it.
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8 Comments leave one →
  1. September 25, 2013 5:58 am

    I echo your sentiments which is why Handsome Husband and I were married 2.5 months after meeting for the first time. We had our naysayers too; the morning of our wedding my 7yo cousin announced over a bowl of cereal that on the way to the wedding Grams had declared to Granddad that my marriage wouldn’t last. Grams vehemently denied this, but who are you going to believe? Grams or the incredibly honest 7yo that had been eavesdropping in the back seat? ;)

    Thanks for this post. I don’t get to go to RS and this is the type of spiritually uplifting thing I could hear there. I’m so glad your path has brought you and your family across mine and my family’s.

    • September 25, 2013 10:44 am

      We’re so glad to have you guys as friends! And I’m so glad you can relate! It’s nice to know when you’re not alone. And congratulations on lasting! Prove them wrong! Haha!

  2. September 25, 2013 2:48 pm

    your testimony is very strong, I hope others will feel the truth of your post and desire to have this same happiness. hugs and kisses

  3. Susan Harris permalink
    September 25, 2013 4:33 pm

    We moved into the ward right about the time you left for BYU, so it was nice to get to hear how you two met. I had three sisters get married at 19. They were young, but knew when the right one came along. All are still happily married. No one should tell you how to live your life. That’s between you and God. I look forward to hearing more from you.

  4. M. Graham permalink
    September 25, 2013 6:15 pm

    I love this blog! You guys are sooo young and cute in those pics. (I love the prom dress by the way…ha..ha…really).We got married young too, and a lot of people thought we were crazy…ha ha. 18 years later and we are still just as crazy in love. Glad you guys are too. ;-)

  5. Emma permalink
    September 25, 2013 9:12 pm

    I completely agree! It’s different for everyone, but we shouldn’t put it off until we are “ready”. I don’t think anyone is ever “ready” to have children. We just learn as we go. We thought we would wait a couple of years to have children. But after a couple of months we had the distinct impression to start a family. Little did we know it would take a couple of years to get our first baby here. # 2 came sooner than expected and #s 3 and 4 we had to wait for again. I guess the Lord knows what he is doing. You guys have a great story! I forgot that you got married a couple month before we did.

    • September 25, 2013 9:13 pm

      You said it well! Just what I was thinking! And yeah, we had some come right away and others we had to wait for. God has his plans!

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